It's been one of those weeks that bring your soul to a screaching halt. Where time slows to a painful crawl and you feel as though your chest could cave in on itself because it's so empty.
Sadness, unfulfilled expectations, grief and loss all rolled into a short 1 minute phone call.
Everything you hoped for, dreamed about and prayed for slipped silently away in the time span on a mere phone call.
What might have been...isn't going to be and the intense pain left in it's wake is almost deafening. I've seen peoples mouths move and in my pain, I've not heard a word being said. I've stared at my computer screen at work for long time periods and not really noticed what's on it!
I'm hoping that in a day or two, the sadness will ease and joy for life can fill that empty cavernous chest of mine. There is much in my life to be thrilled about...if I can just get past this horrible sadness right now.
Okay...there, I said my peace. Now it's time to move on and get over it! Tomorrow is a new day and I'm anxious to see what 2012 has in store for me and my family!!!!!
1 comment:
salute!
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